Bad Guy Vs Good Guy ?

For starters,the title is just a HIT , because for once,saya tatau nak perah otak untuk pilih tajuk.Sape2 rasa di 'cheated' , maalish,hehe ^ ^

It was a few days after the final year result has been announced.Multiple reactions and various expressions can be seen,especially on FB status,a fast fav medium best chosen by the overseas students to express themselves. I’m not going to mention Twitter here,coz i’m not into that yet, ^ ^

Unable to suppress my contentment,I’ve written myself a status-saying how happy i am ,thanking my fellows of their support and help,congratulate others,and a lil advice of how the unlucky one shouldn’t give up easily and that they can try their utmost best the next upcoming year.

Little that I know my sincere status had given wrong idea to people (actually there is only this one person) who with different side of view,saw it as I’m boasting myself and mocking the unfortunate.Naive I may be,since I can’t really digest their actions and how they did come to see it that way.

On that very day,I was gliding my eyes,just lazily checking around one after another FB notification,just to clear my inbox.Its one of my complexity habit,I can’t stand to see unread notices -along with crumpled bedsheet-unclosed book after midnight studies-and many more ^ ^

* don’t you dare saying I have a series of obsessive compulsive disorder;its just normal to feel agitated by those,okay?

It was pretty much boring,until I saw a status of my colleagues, saying how depressed they were and knowing them,its feels just right to but* in and add comment , right? Don’t you think so?

Or do you not? hey..am I the only one?

So then,what I did write was sort of what I thought would be the best inspirational + psychological + perfect depressed consultation ;

“ Don’t you give up!You can do better than this.Its just normal that we have had series of rise and fall in life,right?It includes me,so I noe that exact feeling.There is next year man!”

Yeah…I noe its lame…I wish I didn’t screwed that much! Its still embarrassing to even think about it!

But you see ,what a good friend I am,the comment I gave really doesn’t mean any harm! Why , it’s such a waste if I didn’t do nothing-given that I have this natural born ability to be a free shrink.People would be lucky to hear it! Ha Ha Ha ~

At least ,that’s what I thought .I didn’t realized that people,for certain reason ,will be way out of their mind and can be such a little in heart - literally ( what I mean is,kecik hati – in Malay ^ ^ )

I definitely didn’t expect any reply .So,when there was,I kind of take it too deeply - and that’s why you are reading this entry :P - am I being too kecik hati here? or too carried away?

The reply goes like this

“ I get enuff advice here,I wanna throw up.You can do this,there is next year,Usaha lagi,Ada hikmahnya, yada yada blah blah… I’m sick of those “

It means : back of ! Like I care , da…??

Oucchh ~

I know that it’s not arrowing directly to me ,but if that word was transform into an action of slap ,I would feel the same pain.

Am I being too carried away? Hurm…that’s the problem of girl’s feeling…ha ha ~ and I’m pretty sure I’m not in the PMS zone on that moment.

Then ,what’s next is history…

It was a couple of months back then, but what really intriguing is, I’m still thinking about it. Its still a baffled to me that the reactions is so negative when the only thing I’ve said is positive .I comment because I care,and my words are not empty words just to fill the blank and apparently some people just thought that they didn’t need my care and comforting words – what’s so hard about it? Why can’t I understand?

My theory of why did he post those reply are :
1) It hurts his pride to be comforted by girl he knows
2) That the girls he knows actually the one who got the highest marks
3) That the ones stand in high doesn’t really noe the feeling of those in down under
4) And I didn’t have the right to advice people, who am I actually? A counselor?
5) Am I welcome to comment? It’s his status, after all
6) He actually have been poured with the same words I gave ,like , a zillions times… and I want to add more? Make it a zillion and one.
7) Hurm..i giving ya all the chance to figure up the rest… let me noe,ok?

OOO kai… I’m trying to be understanding here…but for some reason, despite all of those theories, its good if he just say, thank you?? Or even better, not replying anything?

May be I’m feeling a lil bit stuffy because I knew the guy, and he knew me - to be exact, we knew each other for almost 5 years. And we were practically seeing each other every day, that’s why I’m feeling so upset.Yup,that the right word is, UPSET – of how inconsiderate he was – literally telling me to back off in front everyone. My pride may hurt a lil’ bit. But that’s ok,cuz its nothing compare to his expressions the next time we met,like there’s nothing ever happens!

I bet every girl have the same problem on guessing the other genders' mind.Thinking untuk PEN-JAM "Man are from Mars,Women are from Venus" dari IsmaQ4,buleh is?? ^ ^

Oh my….guys!!

I can’t hardly figure them out.I wish there is psychology for elective course next year ~